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March 19 Love under the umbrella Late that I get up on first day going to work, get to the company in a hurried and confused manner, finish hitting the card, marching on towards the bathroom hurriedly, unexpectedly, a man just comes out from the gate, a but of mine trying in any path one could without heeding which one chose is in his body. He has looked me up and down, " titter" One sound smiles, I have one's face covered with ashamedly immediately. A unlucky one, that piece witness I walk people of the bathroom right away holds opposite to me by mistake. This fellow is called Lin Mu, the interval of job often stretches out the head, makes eyes towards me, still laugh unprincipledly. I stare at him: "Hateful! " He says frivolously: "Am I hateful? I have not left in the bathroom by mistake. " I do not know why Lin Mu will have so much nonsense, he asks me: "Small, will you play Weiqi? " I say: "No. " He asks me again: "Can you play basketball? " I did not say lifting with head: "No. " He continues asking again: "Will boys chase you? " I talk through one's hat: "No. " He set up horse look like excitant of taking, shoulder to make me, blink eyes say: "Don't be sad, I will chase you. " Looking at his slaphappy appearance, I say sulkily: "Want to chase me? There is not the window. " High pressure pumps| Mud pumps| Slush Pumps| Piston Pumps| Reciprocating Pumps| Water Injection Pumps| Steam Injection Pumps| Metering Pumps| Double Screw Pumps| Pressure testing Pumps| Oilfield Skid Mounted Pumps office furniture He is not angry and all smiles instead: "The handsome person as I, there are countless persons who adore, will be snatched away then, you do not regret! " I ridicule him: "I have seen narcissism, it is frightful not to see narcissism of using. " Although Mu Lin at ordinary times shifty-eyed glib one has been decent no, his ability to work is obvious to all in the company. He masters the computer very much too, several computers of mine are broken, is all repaired for me by him. One day, I went to show the file, because the filing cabinet was long neglected and in disrepair, while opening the door, my hands have been rubed a skin, it needs me to ache " Ouch " Is constant. Several colleague come over comfort I, forest have a look filing cabinet in silence only. "Hen, so many makes nonsense in the mouth at ordinary times, now but became the dumb person, really ironhearted. " I scold him in the heart ruthlessly. I had never expected, at lunch, Lin Mu sent for tools, repaired the door of the filing cabinet jingling. It seems, this fellow is very careful and very tangible too! I suddenly felt he was not so disagreeable. On August 3, the company held a party, wove in the links of lottery-attached question and answer at the party, the question is very simple, the prize is an exquisite umbrella. I know the answer in the first several topics, but because is timid, I have not raised the hand. When the host announced the last one robbed the question sheet, I plucked up one's courage and lifted hands at last, I have been shouted and appeared on the stage. Have never expected that fellow please run and appear on the stage too arriving by oneself with forest. He and I told the correct answer finally, hosts saw we two, say awkwardly: "Has only had an umbrella left, to who do you say? " Not waiting for me to open one's mouth yet, he tries to be the first to say: "Lady first, certainly has belonged to her. " After coming down, I say to Lin Mu: "See in you letting of the umbrella, I invite you to dinner. " He ha ha the ground smiling: "Have a meal and exempt, run into rainy day later, let me borrow under your umbrella excuse me, just. " It is raining while coming off duty one day, everybody has got things together and planned to go home, but the forest stand there unhurriedly, someone invites him to say: "Do not walk? " He has meant I say: "I,etc. are small, we amount to an umbrella. " I make one face red and broken nearly, stare at he say at one glance: "Who amounts to an umbrella with you? " Can see he has not taken the umbrella, my heart is soft. Walk in the rain, he says in all seriousness: "Because the umbrella is small, it seems that my hands must be put up on your shoulder, could guarantee you are not drenched, How is your opinion? " The rain is heavier and heavier, should want not to be drenched with rain, we can only depend on a bit nearer. He still pretends to be kind: "I am good for you, if not, drenched with rain the one very easy to be sick. " He says that I keep a straight face correctly: "Since all understand the reasons, the health for you and me, please take the umbrella next time. " He nods repeatedly: "That is, that is, I think like this too. " And then, on sunny day, Lin Mu will go to by me mysteriously, open his bag, the umbrella which points to inside is said to me: "Small, does God specially oppose me? I have brought the umbrella for one week, it has not put a drop of rain at all, even black clouds have not appeared, how I am hope God can be last timely rain under my umbrella! " His words let me not know whether to laugh and cry. Tell the truth, Mu Lin pieces of witty boy very, little present he, seem stir-fry forget that the condiment set free. After the over half of a month, one heavy rain come by chance also. While coming off duty, rub the appearance of a anger with not smooth anger by me with forest: "Gloomy and gloomy, does God intend to tease me? It rains just when I am without the umbrella! Fortunately I have you such good-natured and ready to help others friend, you will certainly not look at me so fair and clear a boy has been bleached by the rainwater again, right? " I still can speak anything, open umbrella admit he tall and big body that only, I just look like a piece of fish that spring surfaced dancing for joy all with a smile once seeing tip of the brow of his canthus at this moment. He finds I have been gazing at him all the time, takes the place of one's own forgetting oneself and trying to explain away at once: "I am so glad that be able to protect and send you home in the trials and hardship, this is a incomparably glorious task. " He props up the shoulder that the umbrella is putting up me on the other hand on one hand. Suddenly, he point to the front prop up first lovers that umbrella embrace and kiss of rain lustily say: "The rainy day is the aptest the weather of the romantic love take place, the umbrella is the best props. The scene that the protagonists of men and women meet in the rain makes me very moved in " Waterloo Bridge ", white wife and Xu Xian form the good match because of an umbrella " But shut up when he can spoken unceasingly, I hope to go over along his sight, only seeing a person from running over opposite to the road hurriedly in spite of the rain. Lin Mu says to me: "That person is my neighbour. " Then, he has shouted to that person: "Have not you carried the umbrella? " Then, he opens the bag carried with oneself, has taken out an umbrella and passed that person like performing conjuring tricks: "This of mine has an umbrella, please use first. " I afford to stare dumb-founded, forest realize anything suddenly, make the forehead say: "I remembered suddenly I was with umbrella. Sorry, why before forget? " I am shy and angry, push him away with sudden force delicately and angrily. Seemingly thin and weak his body but the unexpected one is hale and hearty, this one of mine pushes away and not merely fail to promote him, oneself play pieces of stagger, watch, fall down soon, he throw umbrella quick, embrace me once, I lie in his chest fainting. Waiting for me to open the eyes, he is looking at me exuding tenderness and love. My face " Brush " The red,small for chest to drop on him like hand raindrop. "Wait a moment "The hands that he caught me say, " let me look for back our love props, can't ' bite the hand which has fed one '! " Temperature for a time A couple face the burst of economic change, the winter in that year, nearly suffer a crushing defeat in his career. They have to move out of the luxurious and warm apartment, rent another simple and crude house in the suburbs. Moist sombrely in the room, just like their mood at that time. He says to her: " believe me, will turn better! " She believes. In the daytime, he is kept constantly on the run outside, do not even come back from a telephone for a whole day sometimes. She understand he, know he make outside - it cuts to be for future in them. Coming back home in most of the time in the evening, he always sat in front of the computer checking the datum, putting the message in order, making customer's telephone alone, then go to sleep at the dusk. He seldom chats with her. She understands him, it is known that he is very tired, need having a rest. But no matter how is hard, he should have a bath everyday, that is the habit that he has formed for many years. There is only simple and crude shower in the bathroom, this lets her cherish the memory of that set of once warm luxurious houses very much. Remembered the day in the past, she was a bit sad, because she found suddenly he had not minded her. No longer inquire after one's well-being to her, this can find out on this from having a bath. In the past, he always let her wash first, but he himself was keeping the discredited sweat all over in the sitting room or study, until she finishes washing. Such consideration has made her proud and moving. But now, he always wants to wash first. When she wants to come into the bathroom, he will suddenly say, let me come first! Then she hears the water sound of gurgling in the bathroom, the gentility of rubing him difficultly of life, has changed their treating Electronic Cigarette Alcohol Tester Benz Star Oil Painting Wholesale|Printer Parts-China Wholesale,Electronic Cigarette,Free software downloads each other with respect, even more, why does she think he can not continue humouring her? Does this prove he will not love her? Later one day, she can't help at last, asked him why. He says in half a day distractedly, run for one day outside, have a sweat upset, so is anxious to wash. She is nearly desperate. He no longer loved dearly her at last! She not merely lost that luxurious house in the past, and was losing the husband's love. That day, he went out as a rule. She is bored stiff, open his computer. Unexpectedly he keeps a diary on the computer everyday in her surprised discovery! She is reading, reading slowly, then the tears gurgle flows. She sees such a section of characters: Today does she ask why I always want to rob and have a bath in front of her? I have not told the truth, I'm afraid she is sad for me, very cold in the bathroom. But I know, after finishing taking a shower, the temperature inside will raise a little, 3, 2 degrees of or 1 degree. Do I think, if in that way, she be will be a little warmer when having a bath? During this section of arduous and cold days, I think, let me still can give her the warmth of this degree at least! September 17 Fear not to need and chase the dream while being lonely 32 year old of shes, think nil of managing money matters, work 10 years, there are not very little salaries, but has not left the money, there is only thousands of yuan in the account. This state is the best state over the past ten years, more than two years ago, she is still acting as the card slave, it has taken two years, just finish returning several ten thousand calories of debt in arrears. "If managed money matters the expert reminds, I do not know the circulation interest of the credit card is so high. It is much more relaxed after returning the debt, however, I can not leave the money, get salaries in the beginning of month, used up at the end of the month. Strange, I have already given up and bought the habit of the famous brand. " Want to save, because want to realize the dream. "I pieces of wedding clan, have something bear in economy, but I want, deposit 1 million, go abroad to study abroad - -This person that is me grew the plan, I would die with injustice unredressed in not finished. " Inspect her consumer goods one carefully, quite right, has not spent a lot of money, but having small holes like the pocket, the money flows out like sand filter. Go shopping, dozens of dozens of accessory buy one, no a lot of money, but frequency is too high, it is not small to accumulate the figure. Coffee of a cup Starbucks of every day, it is a figure too to add up in one month. She says, she can change to drink the cheaper one, oneself bubbles are advisable, can save 2/3 anyhow. Seem to go against accepted conventions most, it is her telephone bill. Mobile phone bill for one month, can be in order to be up to a thousand yuan unexpectedly. Her work does not need to draw the business by the mobile phone, she is only a staff member who does internal administrative job. "Why will you make so many telephones? " " I fear to be lonely, " She understands one's own problem very much: "Take bus, take distance for less than 5 minute alone, I will make a phone call to sisters have a chat for a moment unconsciously, otherwise, I will feel very lonely, very helpless. " This's a crux. In my view, the biggest stumbling-block of preventing her from interpreting a dream, not because money, but it is lonely to fear. Fear the lonely ones, all kinds of things want someone to be accompanied, all kinds of ideas want someone to admit, the intensity of the dream is not worth her frightened nightmare forever. Her dream is to go abroad to study abroad, the reason not embarking on journey by 32 years old, it is only some reasons not to deposit enough money, the most important reason lies in she fears to be lonely - -Going abroad to study abroad will live in the friendless and kinless strange land alone for some time always, learn to live independently alone, should finish much things by one's own courage. It is she that has hindered her to the lonely fear, so has not saved actively. This is a psychological problem, not a question of the financing.
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